I hate hating food

Posted by kara

Today isn’t a good day. I feel pretty nauseous, even with my Preggie Pop Drop. Sometimes I wonder how accurate I am being when I say that this pregnancy isn’t nearly as bad as the first one.

There is something about pregnancy that makes me a ton more decisive (or so I’m told). I think I also use strong words like ‘hate’ a lot more too. (I tend to get dramatic when I don’t feel well.) I really do think that I hate hating food. It saddens me that I don’t want to eat cookies. Life is so much blander without treats! Instead of looking forward to meals, I dread them. Thinking of something that won’t make me feel nauseous just thinking about it is a tiresome challenge. Sometimes I can barely cook the food without being grossed out. And I feel like I taste weird flavors like soap when I eat. It’s so sad. It’s like someone is playing a joke on me because they know how I feel about food.

The bright side is that I know my milkshake stage is coming soon. I have 3-4 weeks of this yucky stage left. I hope my Preggie Pop Drops last!

But, it’s all worth it.


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